the individual again

I am back to viewing the individual as illusion

I walk around

doing the things I do

I place things

I remove this

I change the direction of my focus

I struggle with a physical malfunction

I achieve a new structure

the day moves forward

I think of one of you

then I think of another

You might be far away

but in this moment

when my thought is of you

you're here

the here I have

and I rehearse conversation

you interrupt

even though you're far away

we may argue

or engage in an activity

we never would

you are not here

yet you are all about me

and I about you

to get to just me

seems impossible

I keep taking your picture

is that still you

or am I looking at a distant part of me?

in the picture

you are moving something

lifting it and about to turn

I guess that after the picture was taken

you set that thing down

were you thinking of someone

when the picture was take

while you do what you do

do you think of me

or another
or do you get to just yourself?

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Okay, What was that?
A Little bit about what I am doing- The writing above, or the mass of words above are "play" on the idea or thought fragment I have of "the individual as illusion". I came across (or pulled out of thought) the phrase a few posts back and I think I may revisit it from time to time, writing what ever comes into my head with out trying to edit it or make sense of it. Sometimes in the creative process I tend to try and think things through before I write. This usually yields very little product. I find it best to just let ideas flow with out trying to understand the end result or the conscious path. I really enjoy this process. More on this in the future.
Jeff rambling on